Thursday, September 29, 2005

† low marketability analysis †

tinatamad na akong mag-isip. kaya whatever goes na lang ilalagay ko dito. wahehehe... okay.. sawa na ako sa drama. haha! bwahahaha! gwhark. *ehem*
    so eto na. ang mga possible reasons why i remain as single as a singular noun.
      01: i don't go to crowded places.
      clue: malate, libis and such places where singles and flirts dwell.
        basta. hindi naman sa pagiging narrowminded, pero i do believe na someone you meet at a bookstore will always be better than someone you meet at a club. isa pa, i don't know. i feel out-of-place when i'm there. ayoko kasi mausok, (i don't smoke) and basta. maybe i'm being judgemental again, haha... been there twice or thrice pero i'm still not conformed to the norms there.
          02: i'm not a street rat in general.
          clue: once palang ako nag-LRT mag-isa and i've never been to gateway.
            yap. hindi ako kagaya ni Aladdin na laging nasa kalsada. hindi rin ako mahilig sa malls. actually sm manila lang ako madalas kasi lagi kong dinadaanan to and from school. haha! isa pa, ayokong umaalis mag-isa, and since si bespren dino ay nasa cavite na kaya bihira na kami magkita. sha lang naman madalas kong kasama sa mga lakwatsahan e. ayun.
              03: i'm not sociable in nature.
              clue: i seldom talk at first encounters.
                uu. di lang halata. though madaldal ako dito sa blog, at sa personal din, i only blabber exclusively to my classmates and close friends. (abangan nyo ko sa seminar ng chd kasi host kami ni noemi!) actually, napagkakamalan akong matalino, insightful daw and such, though in reality e madaldal lang talaga ako at mejo may komento ako sa lahat ng bagay, kung panget, maganda, and all those in between. un nga lang, i'm not as confident as i am in class when meeting new people and when i'm in a new environment. i tend to shut myself up like a clam.
                  04: i'm always broke.
                  clue: 7 hash = one week.
                    yefyef. read it ryt. so on the average one hash lang baon ko per day. buti na lang i seldom go out during weekends. and another thing, 1:00pm usual first period classes ko, so i eat lunch na lang sa bahay namen. ayun, i have a hundred and one reasons to ask for a raise kaso i think i'd be asking too much. kasi it suffices naman for my needs. may sobra pa nga paminsan e. matakaw lang kasi talaga ako. nagtataka nga ako e, kasi hindi talaga ako tumataba. haha! i'm physically blessed. ayun. kaya, no money no honey. no cash, no date. gets? kaya no bf-gf relationships cguro muna. unless anak sha ni Bill Gates.
                      05: i'm an idealist.
                      clue: gusto ko sweet. (john lapuz is an exception)
                        shempre. lahat naman tayo may certain standards na isine-set for someone to be with ayt? okay. hindi naman ako demanding, masaya na ako sa weekly meet-ups, dinner, movies, actually hindi naman me movie buff, di nga me nanonood ng sine unless may nag-aya, un. gusto ko, ung cute shempre, at ayoko sa maarte. gusto ko ung kaya mag c.r. mag-isa, hindi takot sa dilim, hindi takot sa ipis, hindi takot sa daga, at may sensitive na sense of humor. gusto ko rin ung nakakausap ko, i mean brain-wise, ung usap naman na may laman. kung mejo tatanga-tanga kasi okay lang, kaso tanga na nga ako papatol pa ako sa tanga dba? gusto ko din ung accomodating sa shortcomings gaya ko, kasi i always give spaces for faults, nobody's perfect naman kasi. but at least, i want to see him/her try to make things up for me.

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