ayun.. ang drama ba ng title. hay, mejo nahihilo me ngaun, c jelz kasi pina-shot ako ng gsm. basta.. ayun.. wala na kami. oks bang intro yan?
basta.. ayoko na magbigay ng details. i didn't know i would be saying this but maybe we're just not meant to be together, maybe just now, maybe for good...
i don't know exactly how i'm feeling ryt now. i went to his place, asked questions for answers that i thought i wanted to know. i was hurt shempre, who wouldn't be?
haay.. i wish letting go is as easy as playing ragnarok. since i have nothing to do this vacation, maybe i will be playing my account addictively. because i'm depressed? di naman. half of the credit belongs to it, but not wholely, <- may word bang "wholely"?
for now i won't be seeing anyone unlike what i've planned. i just can't let go of the things that have become "mine" so easily. i wish i could be like him, he has moved on even before a week has passed since we've parted. i can tell he doesn't love me anymore. kaya nga nakapag move on e! kulet ko ba? basta, i keep playin it on my mind, the way he said he doesn't love me anymore, for a chance that it will wake me up that things were just not the same between us.
haay... our "daughter" told me that letting go is a natural process. it is eventual, and may diagram pa nga daw iyon. it's like a sloping hill na dinadaanan ng mga tao/lovers/friends, at darating ang part na hindi na magiging sabay ang frequency ng paglakad nila, may mauuna at maiiwan. swerte ng mauuna, malas ng maiiwan.
*sigh*
sana ma miss nya ako...
sana pag nate-tempt sya magyosi maalala nya ko.
sana pag napadaan sya sa tokyo-tokyo maicp nya ako.
sana wala syang ibang dalhin sa fort santiago.
sana walang ibang hahawak sa lower chin nya.
sana wala na siyang makilala na nagne nail-bite ng sin-lala ko.
sana wala nang may ibang alam ng "groggy".
sana hindi nya ipahiram lahat ng binigay ko sa kanya.
sana pakinggan niya pa rin ung cd na bigay ko.
sana maintindihan nya ako kung di ko na siya makakausap ng matino.
sana wala nang magsabi sakin ng "hindi na kita mahal ok?" "hindi na!"
sana MAS walang magsabi sa kanya nun.
sana makalimot na ako, and friends na kami ulet.
sana wag niya akong makalimutan.
sana alam niya na i never thought about his weight or the oil in his face.
sana wag niya makalimutan ung pagsampal ko sa kanya madalas.
sana wag na niya makita ung ryt one na hinahanap nya.
sana maintindihan niya why i'm selfish.
lam n'yo 'to?
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
if i should love again
if i find someone new
it would be make believe
for in my heart it would be you
and though i hold him close
and want him now and then
i'd still be loving you
if i should love again
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
ay grabe! i'm so emo today! hahaha! ^__^
basta.. ayoko na magbigay ng details. i didn't know i would be saying this but maybe we're just not meant to be together, maybe just now, maybe for good...
i don't know exactly how i'm feeling ryt now. i went to his place, asked questions for answers that i thought i wanted to know. i was hurt shempre, who wouldn't be?
haay.. i wish letting go is as easy as playing ragnarok. since i have nothing to do this vacation, maybe i will be playing my account addictively. because i'm depressed? di naman. half of the credit belongs to it, but not wholely, <- may word bang "wholely"?
for now i won't be seeing anyone unlike what i've planned. i just can't let go of the things that have become "mine" so easily. i wish i could be like him, he has moved on even before a week has passed since we've parted. i can tell he doesn't love me anymore. kaya nga nakapag move on e! kulet ko ba? basta, i keep playin it on my mind, the way he said he doesn't love me anymore, for a chance that it will wake me up that things were just not the same between us.
haay... our "daughter" told me that letting go is a natural process. it is eventual, and may diagram pa nga daw iyon. it's like a sloping hill na dinadaanan ng mga tao/lovers/friends, at darating ang part na hindi na magiging sabay ang frequency ng paglakad nila, may mauuna at maiiwan. swerte ng mauuna, malas ng maiiwan.
*sigh*
sana ma miss nya ako...
sana pag nate-tempt sya magyosi maalala nya ko.
sana pag napadaan sya sa tokyo-tokyo maicp nya ako.
sana wala syang ibang dalhin sa fort santiago.
sana walang ibang hahawak sa lower chin nya.
sana wala na siyang makilala na nagne nail-bite ng sin-lala ko.
sana wala nang may ibang alam ng "groggy".
sana hindi nya ipahiram lahat ng binigay ko sa kanya.
sana pakinggan niya pa rin ung cd na bigay ko.
sana maintindihan nya ako kung di ko na siya makakausap ng matino.
sana wala nang magsabi sakin ng "hindi na kita mahal ok?" "hindi na!"
sana MAS walang magsabi sa kanya nun.
sana makalimot na ako, and friends na kami ulet.
sana wag niya akong makalimutan.
sana alam niya na i never thought about his weight or the oil in his face.
sana wag niya makalimutan ung pagsampal ko sa kanya madalas.
sana wag na niya makita ung ryt one na hinahanap nya.
sana maintindihan niya why i'm selfish.
lam n'yo 'to?
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
if i should love again
if i find someone new
it would be make believe
for in my heart it would be you
and though i hold him close
and want him now and then
i'd still be loving you
if i should love again
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
ay grabe! i'm so emo today! hahaha! ^__^
2 comments:
hehe! love you niels! okay lang yan..at least you loved
-kim
i remember dati ayaw mo nung song na 'if i shud love again'.... now ur singing it na.... i love u for being so brave to love despite all the pains it brings you... letting go is as hard as moving on.... at least d ka na c anniel bato ngaun dba? luvyah.
-eLLy
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