† breakdown †

hay... na e-LSS na ako sa breakdown ni mariah, sayang nga di ko pa kabisado ung rap part ng bone thugs e, feeling ko nga naiintindihan ko na rin yung emotional breakdown nya e. hihi.. c lola mariah talaga. tumatanda na kasi e, saka nalugi ung glitter dba? i'm not actually a fan, but i do respect her voice, (not her?) hehe.. basta ayun... saka okay naman kasi siya e, wag lang sya magmama-asim gaya ni madam awring. saka lam mo yung "crybaby"? di ko nga alam kung may video un o wala e, sabi ng mga barkada ko meron daw. i really like that song. ala lng. haay... cge kanta muna ako. habang wala pa akong maisip na matino para i-post e lyrics site muna 'tong blog ko. hihi. Ü

break break down still it breakin' me on down...

you called yesterday to basically say

that you care for me but that you're just not in love

immediately i pretended to be feeling similarily

and led you to believe i was o.k

to just walk away from the one thing

that's unyielding and sacred to me

well i guess i'm trying not to be nonchalant about it

and i'm going to extremes to prove i'm fine without you

but in reality i'm slowly losing my mind

underneath the guise of smile gradually i'm dying inside

friends ask me how i feel and i lie convincingly

cuz i don't want to reveal the fact that i'm suffering

so i wear my disguise 'til i go home at night

and i turn down all the lights and then i break down and cry

so what do you do when somebody you're so devoted to

suddenly just stops loving you?

and it seems they haven't got a clue

of the pain that rejection is putting you through

do you cling to your pride

and sing "i will survive"

do you lash out and say

"how dare you leave this way?"

do you hold on in vain

as they just slip away?